不本意 | [ふほんい, fuhon'i] (adj-na, n) reluctance; unwilling; (P) [Add to Longdo] |
不本意ながら | [ふほんいながら, fuhon'inagara] (adv) involuntarily; reluctantly; against one's inclination; against one's will; as a matter of unpleasant necessity; despite oneself [Add to Longdo] |